Just like having a few suicidal thoughts, and actually contemplating suicide is.
This is how I felt, and this is how I acted; this is what people in despair are driven to do.
This makes me feel so incredibly guilty.
Look at earthquake and tsunami victims who have lost everything.
I have written them with you in mind, and I want your heart to hear and receive them so badly.
I dont know until when i will last, maybe the day my parents die i just kill myself, after all they are only reason i live today, because my parents will be sad if i kill myself.